Chemo Day #7: Wednesday, March 23, 2022.
Chemo is definitely a hardship and no joke! This third cycle (weeks 7-9) is supposed to make me even more tired and worn down. I have had more cough and still don’t have my voice back completely since week 3 or so. I’ve started some new medications and visited with my allergist to get her recommendations as well. It’s frustrating to not be able to speak with a strong voice when I teach 22 kindergartners who all have lots of things to share. I am praying for my cough and weak voice to improve as I rest and try to regain strength over the weekend. I’m getting fluids again on Friday as well to help me recover and feel better too.
Through all of this, God is reminding me to rely on Him every day for every need. He is faithful to be beside me every step of the way. Sometimes, life is easy and comes naturally and sometimes those steps are harder to put one foot in front of the other and still other times He carries me. In every moment God knows exactly what I need and the very best way for me to fulfill my purpose. I have always said God has the timeline and the schedule but I’m not always privy to the details of that plan. I’m ok with that and it is well with my soul. My plan was to run a half marathon before I was 50, exercise and get into excellent physical shape and complete my graduate studies in 2 years. That plan didn’t come true because of numerous reasons (i.e., I broke my ankle two years in a row and was diagnosed with breast cancer before my 50th birthday.) I know God isn’t punishing me for wrongdoing and there isn’t anything I have done to bring these trials upon myself. It’s some of the consequences of living in a fallen, broken world and He can still move mountains in spite of it. My faith is growing knowing that bad things happen to good people and vice versa. My hope is that I can encourage someone to trust God with the little or big things and enjoy the grace and freedom of His love. God is madly in love with you and desires a relationship with you!
Your love and support have been amazing through all of this breast cancer journey. I have felt loved and cared for the entire way from friends checking in on me to home-cooked meals, gift cards for meals, helpful chemo aids and encouraging notes and posts. I can feel your prayers as I fight hard against this cancer to rid my body of this intruder. Cancer picked the wrong girl this time!
~Tamela
God purposed me to go talk with my neighbor-YOU! And it was the highlight of my day! Your sweet smile and warm personality made me like you instantly! Then finding you were also a Believer was the icing! PLEASE do not hesitate to call me at any time if you need something quick! Would love help in any way! Meanwhile, will be praying daily for your voice, cough, and healing. Kim
Thank you so much for encouraging me. I appreciate your love and support. Having sweet neighbors is so nice! ~Tamela
We are praying for you daily!
Thank you, Donna and Mike! I appreciate you!
I’m praying for your strength each day and for you to be able to do all of the things you have to do for your work and family. Your words are so encouraging in your posts – I love you friend! Allison
Thank you, Allison! I appreciate you and your family praying for me also! Love, Tamela
Love you! Praying for daily renewed strength!
Love you, BFF! You are so helpful and sweet. I love you and appreciate your loving heart and support through all of this! ~Tamela
You are a warrior and the victory is yours!!
Thank you, Jeanne! Please tell Jean hello when you see her also. I’m not sure she and Tony know what is going on with me. ~Tamela
You got this cause God’s got you!!
Thank you, Kim! I appreciate your prayers and support. ~Tamela
Your road is really rough right now. It sounds like you are still working?? I cannot imagine how you are doing that. There have been times when I have searched for answers because my life plans were not going to work out the way I had imagined. It took time for me to look around at others who were also dissolutioned with life and realized that is simply how life is and the why question doesn’t always have an answer. I’m guessing you’ve already figured this out. I pray each day that when your treatments are finished, you will be cancer free.
Yes, it’s tough right now but I look forward to brighter days ahead. Thank you, Aunt Rosie, for always encouraging me and praying! ~Tamela